ArrGhhhHH!!

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
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astaghfirullah...
astaghfirullah...
astaghfirullah...



silent please!

saya tengah SERABUT tahap ape tah sekarang...
tolong FAHAM keadaan saya sekarang..


sorry to say~
excuse me~
i don't have enuf time to do this..to do that...~


arghhh!!!..please give me s0me spaces...i need time....


haih~
iqah_lala

terjumpe lagu ni..ehe..

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

ni p0n nak layan gak..haha(=

Bila Ku Tercipta Dari Tulang Rusukumu
Mengapa Ku Mampu Sempurnakan Hidupmu
Bila Ku Ada Karena Kau Ada
Mengapa Kau Tak Bisa Sendiri Sahaja

Dalam Teguh Tak Larut Belaian
Ranum Sahaja Bukan Hiasan
Untaian Cinta Gapai Genggaman
Yakinkan Mimpi Dalam Iman

Batasku Sedari Raut Kudratku
Asaku Menari Terbalut Sorbanmu
Lembutnya Jiwa Sambut Nestapa
Terngiang Syahdu Iman Di Dada

Bila Cerita Tak Lagi Ceria
Mahligai Cinta Merona Terlena
Senada Iman Kusimpan Derita
Kuatkan Hati Bersimpuh Pada-Nya...


hehe,
iqah_lala

nak layan ni jap~

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta

hehe,
iqah_lala

rasa macam...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
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iqah rasa macam nak pitam p0n ade...
rasa macam terkejut p0n ade...
manusia...manusia..manusia...
mudahnya kamu bangga dengan secebis kejayaan kurniaan dr Allah..
just now..
read my roomate's bl0g..
a bit shocked..but indeed..alhamdulillah.."she" got the bestest result last sem...
tumpang bersyukur+gembira buat die...
chop!.."she" here..is n0t my roomate..but "someone else.."

a bit sad+disappointed with her..
not because of her...
but the way she express rase bersyukur tu...

moga2 die diberi hidayah..
tak perlulah iqah mention her name here...
just enuf to say that...
people, please make sure...
every single things that happened in ur life..
must got reason...
if it was the best moment to you..
trust me..
one day we'll face the another moment..
the moment that will test our iman+taqwa...
i am not the one who is eligible to this matter..
but having said that..
ape2 p0n yg kite peroleh dalam dunia ini..hanya sementara..
yes!!
memang iqah akui..
agak jeles dengan kejayaan+kebahagiaan+kemewahan orang lain...
itu adalah lumrah seorang manusia yg lemah...
tapi...
jauh di sudut hati kecil iqah...
perasaan kembali kepada Allah itu iqah salu cuba suburkan hanya kerana iqah tidak mahu diri iqah terus hanyut dengan kesenangan duniawi semata...
people need time to adapt all these things..
but..
kalau da ramai yg boleh cube utk bersyukur dengan apa yg Allah kurniakan..
why not u try so?..
insya-Allah...tiap2 kejadian..ade hikmahnye...[sabar la hani..lain orang..lain ragam..yg penting..kita jangan jadi macam tu..okay dear..usaha lg..=)...]


subhanallah~
iqah_lala

papa demam??

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
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just n0w...
called my m0m...
she said "papa demam terok...xley nk bangun..selsema p0n kuat.."
ermm...my tears seem like to drop slowly..
can't explain my feeling rite now...
sad...worried...confused...etc.
i wish i cud be there...take care of him...
mom said...dis morning..papa just ate porridge..(bubur nasi biase je)
can't eat rice...he doesn't have any appetite towards of food..
s0 sad...=(
if i can go back home...i want to take care of him...

just now..
i ask mom to pass the phone to him...
i can't speak loudly even clearly..
i can heard his voice...
follows by cough..flu...
s0 SAD~
then i just can said..
"papa da makan ubat?.."
he replied,
"da..pagi ni papa makan bubur nasi...sekarang ni mama da jd temporary nurse kt umah..(sempat lg bt lawak even tengah demam terok..=)"
i said,
"nanti papa makan ubat la ea..(dah xtaw nak cakap camner lg..=(..)..pa, bagi phone kt mama jap..iqah de bende nk cakap ngn mama.."
if possible..i want to hear his voice..i want to make sure he can speak well..but i can't bear it anymore..tak0t nanti nangesh dalam hp..malu ngn papa..hihi..nanti papa makin sakit+risau..
the last w0rd from him before he passed the phone to mom;
"iqah..nanti iqah doakan papa sehat la ea..susah..kalau papa tak sehat..nanti sape nk g hantar adik2 skolah+tuisyen..g hantar mama keja..."
perghh...seriously..i am going to cry...s0b2x..(-_-)
i replied him,
"insya-Allah pa.."
wutever it is..if sape2 terbace entry ni...sincerely hoping..doakan moga2 papa cepat sembuh...iqah xmampu nak imagine keadaan papa bile iqah taw die demam terok..=(
kalau la iqah bley balik..da lame iqah balik..
tp keadaan+masa tak mengizinkan iqah...
sorry pa..sorry ma..
insya-Allah...
iqah akan salu doakan papa sehat+kuat+gagah+perkasa...=)
sebab.............
walaupun papa demam...walaupun sekarang ni papa mudah sangat kena penyakit...
papa tetap papa iqah yg terbaek kt dunia ni...
(imagine:cium tangan papa..then cium pipi papa..)
that was the last i did before i c0me back here..
miss him l0ts..=(
i l0ve u, papa...<3



ya Allah..sembuhkan lah papa iqah,
ameen....

jage diri el0k2 pa,
iqah_lala

i wish..WE cud be there..('',)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
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insya-Allah..insya-Allah..insya-Allah..
dats all i can express here..hope to reach there..

i d0 make my 0wn confession here...
i wish i cud go to Makkah Al-Mukarramah with my future husband..one fine day~
i dream to perf0rm Haj with him..
and experience the happiest memory over there..
als0 hope to get the perfect 0ne (HAJI MABRUR)..
insya-Allah...~
perhaps..it will be 0ur memorable journey and h0neym0on..hope indeed~


just n0w..my fingers hit th0se website..and then i found this website..
it tells me something..
s0mething that stimulate my thought to think about my future..hehe..~

too much to say here..
but then..having said that..i am really hoping and wishing to go there..
...ermm,with him...insya-Allah..
dat's all i want..insya-Allah~


tak salah kan kalau kita ada impian,
iqah_lala~